Internal Dialogue

The full moon shone through the clouds as I walked from the train station to my parents house. Earlier I’d seen a similar scene when I was waiting at my local train station. It wasn’t late, but I was totally alone. No one in sight. When the train arrived, lots of people got off, but [...]

Coming to terms with something that you can’t understand is difficult.
I’ve often thought about writings things like “What is life trying to tell us?” or “Why do these things keep happening?”, but as soon as I type them I realize how ridiculous those kind of questions actually sound. I’m not like that, I don’t believe [...]

My freelance work came to an end today as I’ve fulfilled all the hours (plus more) me and my employer agreed upon. It was nice to see their new offices today (the people I did the programming for finally moved into the offices of the company that took over their company); they’re in a really [...]

I (almost) never see myself without my glasses; simply because I can’t see anything without them! I do take pictures of myself every now and then, but I don’t really know why. I always throw them away, I never like them. It’s not me.
Except this one that I took tonight. It’s so strange looking at [...]

The wind flows through my freshly cut hair, the sound of it overpowering everything else around me. Leaves fall to the ground, only to get picked up by the wind so they can once again twirl around me. It’s getting colder. Once home, I turn on the heating for the first time this year and [...]

As the above comment written on an assignment proves: (my) teachers aren’t always so bad…
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Fall has finally begun to show its colors. But where many people seem to be annoyed with the bad weather (especially the rain and wind), I seem to like it. I realize most people don’t enjoy getting wet, but [...]

[ Continuation from Part I ]
When we left high school, everyone in our group went their separate ways. I personally expected the contact between us to fade, because except for the occasional lan party we had nothing else in common. But this quickly changed.

A returning subject between me and my friends is that of our origins. Our past. Our history, so to speak. Even though we’ve ‘only’ known each other for about nine years, certain things are already beginning to fade. But there are other things that we still remember vividly. So vividly that they could have happened [...]

Questions like “Why are we here?” have been asked so many times that it’s almost a cliché to bring it up. Yet people never really think about it. Why are we here? What good is it all? What’s the use of living?
After my post about the LHC someone told me that even if this thing [...]

How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
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Recently, during a conversation with a very good friend, I mentioned the importance of letting things go. I told this friend [...]